At work two days ago, a man came in looking for a product that my Grandfather used to love. My Grandfather has been dead for many years now, and hearing this man talk about, who was also almost certainly a Grandfather himself, made me strangely sad.
I don't think about my Grandfather too often, and usually when I do, it's not in a way that affects my mood.
It makes me so happy when people in the store are happy or nice to me. Yesterday, a woman named Jenny came in who gushed over our stuff, telling me how much she liked it. She talked my ear off about her life, telling me about her sons in their late twenties and what they like to drink and mentioning that her husband has cancer. She told me all sorts of things that I never knew.
I'm not sure why, but I relate well to random older women. Everyone talks about age gaps and generational differences, and I'm sure there are some, but the only people I consistently feel that with are my parents. Otherwise, I've had plenty of opportunities over the years to do things like giggle over how much we like Keeping Up Appearances or beans on toast or chatting about creative writing. I like old ladies, which makes me confident that one day I'm going to be a great old lady.
I told Jenny she should considering working there, since we're hiring. At first she was like "Oh, no," and then I could see the idea forming in the back of her mind, like watching a flower bloom in real time. I suspect she probably will consider it, and if she does work there, I'll be happy for the coworker.
In other work news, I came in yesterday to find Ashley at the counter (which we're not suppose to do unless we're doing something that specifically has to be done behind the counter) reading a book (which I've never heard anyone say we couldn't do, but I've never heard anyone say we could.) I decided not to comment on the book situation, because it's not my business and because I probably wouldn't want Ashley telling me how to do my job.
Right before she left, Ashley turned to me. "Don't you have a book?"
I did, actually, in my purse, but that's because I try not to go anywhere now without carrying some reading material along. But I didn't want to get it out and I sort of skirted around it.
"There's nothing else to do," she commented. "We can't clean anymore and all the stock's out."
That was true, though I managed to find stuff to do. I flipped over a puzzle and made in upside down, which was challenging, but I managed to muddle through it after two hours. And then, after that, I worked on replacing a few extra things sitting in back by putting them on the shelves. It didn't even occur to me to get a book.