I realize most people my age go out to party on a Saturday night, but I'm mostly stuck inside, writing.
I have some papers due and I have been working on them on and off, but I've been also typing up some poems I wrote Wednesday night and Thursday afternoon. (Again, I wrote poems at work. I am going to probably get caught, so I try desperately not to.) The first poem I typed up this night is rather silly and possibly terrible, but since I share my writing with people so infrequently anyway, it doesn't seem like a big deal.
Then I tried to get back to editing a shorter essay. And then I got an idea for something I wanted to write, so I stopped to write down the draft of a poem. (I know! Another one.)
After I had gotten that out of my system, I sat down again to edit another one of the essays. I realized I had made a note to myself to look up something in Wide Sargasso Sea, which I was referencing in the essay. Of course I've left the book at home. I went last night to the library, couldn't find it. So I tried online, just because I just need one tiny reference. No luck, there's no online edition either. I could probably leave it, since it's too big of a deal, but I wanted to check that I was remembering a set of allusions correctly.
Then I started preparing a little to go home. I still have a little less than a week to pack but I'm so busy that I'm afraid I'm not going to have enough time.
And, it must be said, I always struggle when it comes to what I should pack and what I shouldn't. I decided to take home my comics and some books and leave them there. I have more books than I know what to do with here, and they're just so heavy. In addition to writing here, I do keep a diary. I finished one of my diaries up while here, so I'm taking that home and leaving it. I'm probably going to take the current one I'm writing in home to so I can write in it. I have a third diary that someone left on our community donation table. It looks like the front set of pages was torn out and there's a small red stain on the side of the pages, but it's otherwise useable and the leather is very soft. I am going to leave that here so I can write in it when I come back. I have some postcards and letters I was meant to send that I'll just take home with me and post when I get back there.
I did make the decision to leave some of my study materials here. On the off chance I do get enough time to do some studying, I made myself a very long list of things I want to read up on, all of them English-centric, a good deal of them obscure ancient Greek mythology that I probably once knew but no longer remember.
At the very end of the night I chatted with Madison (who was working on a paper) about what the plans were for Christmas. So far it's unclear if we're exchanging gifts or if someone is having a party, etc.
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